Ack, two more weeks have gone by. Vivian is now 11 months old! We have been floating through with no major upsets. Still no spasms. Less than a month to go till her birthday, and inside I’m silently freaking out about it. It has been the longest year of my life, and the shortest. I am dreading it because it is bringing up all sorts of memories of her first month in hospital. But I also want to celebrate it.
The Christchurch Women’s Hospital finally sent us their serious incident report of the events that took place when Vivian was born, and recommendations that have been made based on that report. I’ve only read it once and it was not fun to read. I should probably reread it but I don’t have the energy.
They believe that Vivian would have suffered from some degree of HIE (lack of oxygen) already when she was born, but that their mistakes during her birth contributed to her injury being much more severe than it would have been had they made no mistakes. I am calling bullshit on that, because who wants to accept responsibility for giving an infant severe brain damage, but we will never truly know.
On to Vivian updates:
Vivian still has two top teeth coming in, and they’re taking their sweet time making a début. I can’t figure out if they’re her incisors or not, but they’re not the front two teeth. Yay for still no sleep! But we’re all handling it pretty well considering.
Still experimenting with solids. Savory stuff is not passing go and not collecting $200. It’s heading straight to jail, via dripping off Vivan’s tongue or being scraped off because she would rather eat sweets, like yogurt, or butterceam icing (we’re doing a photo project and wouldn’t normally feed her that, I promise). We didn’t think this introducing new flavors thing through very well, did we? Take it from us, hold back on the sweet stuff!
Vivian is eating out of the hammock now, and having all her day sleeps in the cot. Awesome progress there. Just need to build up our resolve to get her night sleeps going in the cot. I have no idea how to do this. We do not believe in the cry-it-out (CIO) methods, so I think it will take some time.
Blind & Low vision Education Network NZ came out to meet us last week. They will be returning a few more times to fully assess Vivian’s sight to see if she’ll fall under the criteria to be accepted into their program/membership/not sure what they call it.
The two ladies who came out were really lovely and saddened as much as we were about nobody mentioning their organization to us from the hospital or eye department. Apparently they have approached the hospital several times and tried to educate them on what their criteria are and have asked them to send cases their way if patients meet the criteria, so they can be assessed early. Big thank you to Stacey (Thomas’s mum from Minding Thomas) for sharing information about CVI and BLENNZ. Without her blog I never would have researched it myself.
We have an audiology appointment this week, to get new molds fitted for Vivian’s hearing aids, and to continue familiarizing Vivian with the audio-visually determined reaction evaluation test I mentioned a few posts ago (where they play a noise and if she turns to find the sound, she sees a puppet move).
We had a visit from Vivian’s ACC-provided speech language therapist. She is stoked with Vivian’s progress on not eating in the hammock. We have her propped up on pillows on the floor to eat at the moment, and she suggested continuing to add pillow height until Vivian is sitting up more. Sometimes I sneakily feed her while she’s leaning on my legs, sitting up. She won’t let me do it every time, but some is better than none.
We’re to also continue with “turn taking” behavior – where we do things Vivian likes and then stop to see if she’ll tell us to continue, and then we’re supposed to state what we are doing, and what Vivian is doing, so she gets used to hearing the words more. And to also encourage her to differentiate her vowel sounds when she’s babbling. We haven’t really heard her do that at all. I’m not sure if that will come. I hope it does.
And we’re also supposed to read her books, which is something we haven’t really done before, because we are so busy trying to do Vivian’s physical therapy every day and getting her feeding and sleeping sorted. The SLT was very adamant that books are meant to be fun. And they will show Vivian things that she wouldn’t otherwise see in our house (but we’re not sure what she can really see at the moment, so it was hard not to point that out).
So I will be hitting up thrift stores and kids buy-sell Facebook groups for some more books. Pretty books and old books, books that can be slobbered on and books to keep. Because anything is worth a try, if it helps even a bit with her communication, or if it brings a smile to her face. Whether it’s because she likes to hear us read her stories or if she just likes touching the books and playing with the textures of the pages, I’ll do my best to give her that opportunity.
Hugs from us to you. <3